I like music. vintage. live bands. jamming. laughing. styling my own hair. kisses. more kisses. cuddling. eating. singing. black. dreams. caffeine. cereal. durians. my peeps, family. night. sea breeze. the rain. scary movies. infatuations.

AND.

my, miney

Friday, November 24, 2006

Have u ever burped n swallow back your part-vomit? It's disgusting i know, but i just did that and it feels...good actually. Wahahahaha...cranky morning...

The cake that my baby bought for my sis. =) yummylicious!

Mdm Wong sent me invites for their opening.

My ever messy table.

I cant help but take this shot this morning. Thunderstorm in the making.

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

why am i the one bearing the brute of it where it all looks so cheery and happy at first. its not fair. its really not fair to me.

does it have to render such a great extend of reaction towards me too? in the space of 15mins... actions and words still vividly in my mind. felt so damn terrible.

saw the look on ur face. bone chilling cold and distant.

i was deeply shocked. now i know i aint that great.

silly me. sat the wrong bus. walked to bbp. rained.. sigh.

hiatus mode. not eating at all. just picturing u receiving that.

fighting back tears and still asking myself why. its not fair.

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Monday, November 20, 2006

Jeremy asked me something over the msn today...

"Why does my gf simply love clubbing so fucking often?? If given a chance, she'll probably go every single fucking day!"

Hmm...well....I was kinda lost for words momentarily and before I could provide my humble 2 cents worth of advice, he rambled on....

"Its always the same fucking answers...'Ohhhh...I just cant wait to club!!'

"But didnt you just clubbed yesterday!!!! For the past 500 days!!!"

Does it bring max intoxication to you every single night being wasted and groped about thinking "ohhh.. there are sooo sweet baby... they took care of me while iam drunk."

Yeah.. u mean "TOOK" care huh. Dumb bitch.

Well.. my brain couldnt really process advice that fast enough for Jeremy as he's in a rush to head down to Clarke Quay *FORCED* to meet up with his dumb bitch. So it took me quite a while to figure out why guys and girls wanna club. =)


Why girls go clubbing:

1) To flaunt the results of the past excruciating hours of stringent exercise + diet regime.
2) To take full advantage of ladies night and party free of charge.
3) The single: To eye for a potential boyfriend/prince charming/fling/ONS.
4) The attached: Her RARE chance to pretend to be available so as to remind (but often really to reassure) herself that she remains desirable in the eyes of testoterone-charged beings other than the one she calls 'baby'
5) Her attention-seeking self would erupt every single day.


Why men go clubbing:

1) To grope girls(discreet or otherwise) on the dancefloor and get away with it. *beware..cos guys nowadays have the uncanny ability to make it discreet 99%*
2) To grind their over-excited hard dicks to the behind of the nearest skimpily-dressed females on the dancefloor and make it seem like a gleeful accident.
3) The single: To eye for a potential girlfriend, but most likely 99% - flings/ONS.
4) The attached: "Iam sick of banging the same girl all the time...."


That's my humble 2 cents worth of advice for ya Jeremy. =)


This aint the main part of my bloggings for today.. NO..NO..NO...

I WANNA SAY THANKS BABY. FOR TAKING CARE OF ME WHILE IAM SICK. *MUACKS*

I LOVE YOU.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

yayy.. my group life insurance just rebated me $67.12!!! I know it sounds pathetic but hey...its like 7 packs of Viceroys.

It comes with a reply slip...

Reply slip - DONATION TO THE SAF BENEVOLENT FUND

*A yearly donation of my entire insurance rabate, with immediate effect.

Hmmm... am I that fucking stupid?? No way in hell will i ever donate it to the SAF!

Why?? Cos I hate u!! Charge me! Assholes!

Felt so terrible..no voice..sore throat..fever..headache..and missing her so much aint helping the situation. sigh.

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Monday, November 13, 2006

Happy birthday to my sister and Cassandra.

MAN... what a whacked weekend. Its a saturday night filled with 2 birthday celebrations, exotic delicacies, 12 missed calls, Tembeling Rd, Taboo, Gays, Straights, Girls, Boys, Lesbians and Butches..not forgetting those deep alluring passionate frenching you'll get to savour every single time u head to the toilet..ohhh..scandalous.

Beware of butt fondling though.

Whats with the theme " Glam rock or Punk " ??? I can say that 80% of the arrived did not even fucking follow the theme. OR is it even 90%??? Since its coming to the end of the year, I shall have my first New Year's resolution
- I WILL NEVER FOLLOW THE THEME FOR THE NIGHT - Cos it makes me stupid. Vividly remembered the " GOLD THEME " pinic-kily, mosquito-kily Fort Canning thingy. arghh.

Basically downed 8 glasses of chivas, 1 mug of stella atois....and... bourbon cokes.....

IAM SOBER..

Yeah...did i say i missed my new wheeler bike???? gushes.

Yup..Cassandra was like totally TOTALLY washed-out. So I guess its a "play-the-waiting" game now.

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Monday, November 06, 2006

Sharzy's birthday at Alias Green...

Iam the butt of jokes for everyone..sigh..

Iam FAT BOY.. sigh..

Time to hit the gym..

Many times i know of guys who do things they think will make the girl happy. But, it turns out likewise..
Don't do the things that you think she like.. Do the things she really like..
but first of all, do you know what she like?
Making a girl feel loved isn't really rocket science. Don't give her potted plants when she likes flowers.
Don't take her out to watch horror films if she prefers comedies and chick flicks.
Don't give logical solutions to issues that she's worried about, when all she needs is an understanding ear.
She would be presently surprised if he takes time to learn more about her - her preferences, habits, soft spots, favourites etc.
She will feel extremely pampered if you can 'read' her mind, pre-empt what she wants to say or do, or say the things she wants to hear.

And all it takes is a little more observation, a little more probing, and a little more attentiveness.

Did I fufill all of the above? Truthfully?

Sometimes i cant help but wonder am i a burden to her financially..sigh..

Feels useless at times.

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